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Ayahuasca Integration

8-Week Circle · Open Enrollment

Ayahuasca Integration Circle

The ceremony opens a door; integration is the slow, practical work of walking through it. A grounded space to turn ceremonial insights into sustainable daily change.

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Join at any point. Each week's assignment stands completely on its own.

Welcome to the Circle

Many people leave ceremony with powerful insights, emotions, or "downloads" and then return to the same routines, relationships, and pressures. Without support, those insights can fade or feel overwhelming. Here, we honor what you received, make sense of it together, and take clear steps toward the person you were shown you could become.

You do not need to have had a "good" or "clear" ceremony to belong here. Confusing, difficult, and quiet experiences are all welcome.

Honoring the Tradition

Ayahuasca is a sacred medicine carried for generations by Indigenous peoples of the Amazon. We open each gathering by acknowledging that the gift we received comes from their knowledge, songs, and stewardship.

  • Gratitude: For the healers, curanderos, and communities who hold this medicine.
  • Humility: We are guests in a tradition much older than our own experience of it.
  • Respect: Using practices like hapé or icaros with intention rather than as novelty.
  • Reciprocity: Supporting Indigenous-led organizations, land protection, and botanical sustainability.

1Hour-15Minute, Gathering Structure

Every session follows the same five movements, so you always know what comes next:

Part Time What Happens
Cultural Appreciation 5 min Opening words honoring the medicine, its Indigenous stewards, and our shared intention.
Grounding Practice 10 min A short practice to settle the body and bring focus; participation is always optional.
Journal Check-in 15 min Each person shares from the week's assignment: what came up, what shifted, and where you feel stuck. Share as much or as little as you like.
Open Process 35 min Deeper exploration of what is alive for the group; reflection offered only when invited.
Closing 10 min Song, meditation, or dance; next week's assignment is introduced.

Group Agreements

These agreements keep the circle safe enough to be honest in:

Confidentiality What is shared here stays here. You may share your own experience outside the group, but never another person's story or identity.
Speak from "I" Share your direct personal experience rather than analyzing or interpreting someone else's.
No Fixing Offer reflection or feedback only when someone asks for it. Listening is often the most helpful thing we can do.
Consent in Every Practice Hapé, touch, movement, and sharing are always optional. "No, thank you" is a complete answer.
Respect Each Path Every ceremony and integration looks different. There is no right way to have received the medicine.
Sober Presence & Self-Care Arrive free of alcohol and substances. Step out, stretch, or rest whenever you need to.

Weekly Inquiries & Assignments

How to Use Your Journal

Set aside 20 to 30 minutes, two or three times during the week, to write. Before writing, take a few slow breaths and recall the feeling of ceremony. Write freely — spelling, grammar, and "right answers" do not matter. Skip any question that does not fit, and bring your journal each week (you choose what to share aloud).

Week 1: The Gift Received

Focus: Telling the story of what came to you in ceremony..

  • What is the issue or insight you want to explore this week?
  • Tell the story of how you learned this in ceremony. What was the download?
  • How was the information presented to you (visions, sensations, voices, memories, a knowing)?
  • How did you feel when you received it?
  • What do you want to remember about this moment, even years from now?
Week 2: Emotions and Judgment

Focus: Meeting your feelings about what you learned with compassion..

  • Name one insight from ceremony you want to explore this week.
  • What were your most prominent emotional states during and after ceremony?
  • Was it difficult to learn this about yourself? In what way?
  • What judgments come up for you about this issue?
  • If a trusted friend shared this same insight with you, how would you respond to them? Can you offer yourself the same response?
Week 3: Relationship and Intention

Focus: The way of being you were shown, and the intention it inspires.

  • What way of being in relationship (with yourself, others, the earth, or spirit) was identified during ceremony?
  • How was it presented to you?
  • How is that different from how you are in relationship now?
  • What will become your intention? Write it as one sentence, in the present tense.
  • Where in your daily life could you practice this intention this week?
Week 4: Goals and Measuring Progress

Focus: Turning an insight into a clear, trackable goal.

  • Name one insight from ceremony you want to act on.
  • What is your goal? Write it as one clear sentence.
  • What defines progress? What would small steps forward look like?
  • What defines success? How will you know you have arrived?
  • How will progress be measured? What will you track, and how often?
Week 5: Motivation and Meaning

Focus: Finding the reasons that will sustain change. Motivation can be intrinsic (values, joy, growth) or extrinsic (approval, obligation, consequences). Intrinsic motivation and a sense of greater purpose tend to last longest.

  • Name one change you feel called to make since ceremony.
  • How would making this change benefit you?
  • What are your core values that would come into alignment if you succeed?
  • What would be meaningful about making this change?
  • How would being successful affect your view of yourself?
  • Who else stands to benefit?
  • Looking at your answers, which motivations are intrinsic and which are extrinsic? Which serve a personal purpose and which a greater purpose?
Week 6: Readiness, Obstacles and Open Loops

Focus: An honest look at where you are starting from..

  • Name one change you feel called to make since ceremony.
  • On a scale of 1 to 10, how ready are you to begin this change?
  • Why that number and not a lower one? What would move you one point higher?
  • What are the potential obstacles to this change (habits, people, environment, fears, beliefs)?
  • Are there open-ended loops (unfinished commitments, unresolved situations, broken agreements) that need to be closed or repaired?
  • For each obstacle or open loop, what is one small step that could loosen it?
Week 7: Repair and Difficult Conversations

Focus: Mending relationships with care and integrity..

  • Are there difficult conversations that may need to happen for you to mend relationships? With whom?
  • If so, what would need to be said?
  • Is this the appropriate timing? Why or why not?
  • How would you need to prepare (emotionally, practically, with support)?
  • Could the conversation do more harm than good, for you or for the other person?
  • Would it be best put into a letter that could be burned instead of sent?
  • If leaning toward the letter: is burning the letter the right choice, or would it be a more comfortable way to avoid the conversation?

Note: If a conversation feels unsafe, involves someone who has harmed you, or could put you at risk, please talk it through with the facilitator or your therapist before acting.

Week 8: Support and Daily Practices

Focus: Making change real and sustainable.

  • Name one change you feel called to make since ceremony.
  • What support do you need from the community or from this group?
  • Which daily practices will support your change? (Health habits, spiritual practices, nervous system regulation, dietary rhythms)
  • What is one action you will take this week to honor the ceremonial gift?
  • Who will you tell about this commitment, and when will you check in with them?

My Integration Goal Blueprint

Start this page whenever you join, and add to it as each week's journaling fills in more of the picture. Keep it somewhere you will see it.

Blueprint Element Notes & Reflections
The issue The core life pattern or question brought into focus.
What I received in ceremony The teaching, vision, download, or somatic release.
My intention One present-tense sentence for your way of being.
My goal One tangible, trackable commitment.
Core values this honors The intrinsic purpose and meaning anchoring the goal.
Readiness (1–10) Your current number and what lifts it higher.
Likely obstacles Habits, environments, or internal friction.
Repair or open loops to close Unfinished business or relational repairs needed.
How I will measure progress Observable markers and check-in cadence.
Daily practices Habits, regulation tools, and rituals that support change.
Support I need Community, peer accountability, and professional care.
My first step and date The micro-step and scheduled execution date.

What to Bring

  • Your integration journal and a pen.
  • Comfortable clothing you can sit and move in.
  • Water.
  • A cushion or blanket if you like to sit on the floor.
  • An open heart, and permission to arrive exactly as you are.

Scope and Care

What this group is: A peer-supported space for reflection, meaning-making, goal setting, accountability, and community guided by a facilitator.

What this group is not: A ceremony, a place to source medicines, crisis care, or psychiatric treatment.

Crisis Care:

If you are experiencing persistent dissociation, severe depression, panic attacks, or thoughts of self-harm, please notify the facilitator or connect immediately with crisis support: call or text 988 (US Suicide & Crisis Lifeline) or call 911.

Victor Panza, LPC
Circle Facilitator

Victor Panza, LPC

Licensed Professional Counselor

📞 412.736.5633 ✉ victor@mindtreepsychotherapy.com